Ever seem like what you are or what you do is not good enough? Ever have that wow moment when you realize that people just like to use and abuse you for their own means? I have had these moments for about two months now. I want to just scream and cry and get it all out but for some reason I stay quiet and just keep going. Maybe it will all get better, maybe I will change. Who knows what the future holds for me? I don't anymore.