I am tired this evening. Seems that the world is closing in on me. I have felt bad for awhile now and I can not decide what I should do. It seems that each time that I figure out one part of my life a question arises in another part. I suppose that is life. I am happy for the most part and I realize that I am lucky in alot of ways in life. It has taken me sometime to realize all this but I am content. I just wish that I would feel better.