I am so tired and worried about my life that it is sad. I allowed myself to get too involved yet again in some things that were going on and now I am in that lovely depressed mood. Oh well that is the way of it tonight I suppose. I really wish that things would improve in my life and that I could be happy. I suppose that it will happen one day but I hate waiting for that day to come. I will try to be positive that is the best thing that I can do at the moment.